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parasite

by schisolation

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the great vanishing act 03:31
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what could you tell me about the road i came by if you haven't heard a single word from my mouth and i was gone for so long but do you see me falling? no, you don't i had a plan to be someone stronger than i was but i've trapped myself and this way took me years to come, boy because i was born without a name i was born without a breath i was born into a guilt i was born to disappear and i was gone for so long but do you see me coming? no, you don't
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overrated 05:34
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i feel the vibes of your breath through me excitement causes shudder on my skin our secret veil we're closed in is made of illusion of our fears and it seems we're hiding in front of ourselves when we touch our bodies we need to hurt because sex with you is overrated i walk around to see your movement the shading light on your hair we can pretend to hide emotions but in your eyes i find the loneliness and it seems we're trying to show that we care by giving the pain with coldness of our hands because sex with you is overrated
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celadon bust 03:44
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i removed these stitches i want to stretch it out with skin it will never heal this beacuse it's just not the thing that heals tried to let your flesh inside of me it bleeds force your fucking flesh inside of me it bleeds want to make me so hard? i analyzed this sickness i got to rush before it burns you said i don't need this and made me look the other way tried to let your flesh inside of me it bleeds force your fucking flesh inside of me it bleeds why you want to make it so hard? why you want to make me so hard? if that's the cure it won't work side effects just made it worse if we stay like this it would turn us to enemies if we're together like this i tried to force it... look away... inhale everything was slowing down... to static everything was so close it all just disappeared one big stain... a hole... a pause if we stay like this if we're so close it's nothing
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gothic 04:30
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my makeup absorbed a face in the crowd desperate boys cheap leather lies paint it all black make me a scar let's change our names to something we'd like you're pretty in dark i'd fuck your disguise pretend we are stars pretend i'm a star i'll lock us in here and absorb all the light to let everyone see we are so dark the lie turned grey we are so alike my lust became pale i'll take you outside you seem so weak carrying this flesh how cold does it feel when you're playing dead you're such a doll it's unreal how you made yourself so fucking cheap i'll put us in there and wash it away make everyone see it was just a game we're so alone we're not alive let everyone know we are so dark
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amensalism 02:06
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attach me... to you
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a harsh descend 03:53
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you let her see a snippet behind the slit in my eye make her believe she can control us by touching stigmas on my arms how could she know it's not possible to become a part of our life it was an illusion of a silence feelings hidden behind fright i see nothing wrong in this solution i see nothing wrong in this isolated in own flesh i felt warmth for first time letting her show me a path to feel i tried to spill my part outside how could i know it's so difficult to find the meaning in net of lies i was lost in this malfunction of my overcrowded mind i see nothing wrong in this solution i see nothing wrong in pain i felt that she won't let me stay with you on the ground i thought she could get me out
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fitting the collar 00:55
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your need to defy what i am with handful of lies and ignorance it's a rapid burst through my face your lack of faith go on motherfucker, make my day i think i got time for one more i'll fuck you up place you beneath take those pills? you're of full of shit got nothing on me hit that crack make it red go on motherfucker, my spine is all set try again there... again
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parasite 03:56
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a delusion of my confidence is behind crawling in brightness mirrored (self)slavery times the past is like picture of different life memory is burning in repeating fever again and i can't tell what really happened but i know i felt your touch and i remember that your voice was inside all the time a parasite that's injecting envy and lies (a little) damaging the conscience evolving to cancer controlling the heart (infection) blowing my veins touching with poisoned lust (i've tried) the progressing illness affects on the weekness (i have enough)
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black swamp water 03:42
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i won't let you blame me what you tried to gain? (it went so fucking far since we started it together) leaving it all like that (exploded violently beyond what i could ever expect) does anything got clear? (i followed this burst, this taint that filled me) or did you made it up? (it was never a choise, it was like an accident waiting to happen) i won't let you blame me you did start this show with a lust for fame we prepared to act and you passed it down weak liar this wound you caused i'll patch it up what you had erased? (what i called myself was not close to the truth) who you had become? (it blinded everyone but they helped to create the lie) has any thing changed? (i needed a way out, i needed this something i couldn't even imagine) or is it just your mask? (was it real or not, how would i tell if it never really showed before) do you realize you started all this mess i could be a guide and lead but you chose the path did what you needed made them believe i can be sick but you spread the disease i won't let you blame me
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tune for the infection 02:46
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i infected you with the poison from my tongue spilled my saliva through your heart i infected you with injection of my sting spilled it in between your wet lips you can call it sickness but darling, it's much more and even if it kills you it feels better than before i infected you this pollution in my blood let it in spread it wide
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endecagon 04:25
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share the word of our bond bring me up and i will call little homes by little bits spread disease, enslave the weak see it now it was a fight we had ripped it all apart made it ours sticked the sides stick tight let down tried to sew it all again what comes before goes to end we would never reach so far you got stucked i had to run seen the pictures but they're too bright and your wife you got blurred in a cell swing the pure missed the point forgot to aim no one cared every doctor, every lie the idea different book we survived cover up we got none blank page lost the mass and the shame what else? let's bury it down i'm with none what's the line? stay home, i'm fine no arm we got up last year heard voices heard shit made the words cut in half what's yours i'm fine stay home i'm gone
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under the house of moths 02:10
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meet me at the bottom, for i am the end 05:56
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so this is where we are maybe it's where we always headed maybe we belong here and to think you just got out to get here with me with all these shadows that took place before is anything different now? could anything really change? well... it's same as it ever was over and over again and it always ends in this place anything that seems different it's... just illusionary you haven't changed anything if you are here at the bottom for me for i am the end

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The first full-length Schisolation album, more rugged and heavier than the Vaccine EP. Parasite shows the complete disintegration of personality, through progressive denial of everything, alienation, nihilistic attitude toward relationships and descending into sexual aggression. The compositions are more spacious, built mostly with low tuned guitars, pulsating synthesizers, industrial backgrounds and shaky vocals, but there is also a lot of surprising and unusual solutions. The songs are often formal experiments that help introduce the subject of the ongoing chaos of mental illness.

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released May 10, 2015

everything on this album was created, composed, recorded, performed, programmed, mixed, produced, arranged, designed and written by [senon scheuermann] MMVII - MMXV

photography by [applied mart] MMXV

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schisolation Szczecin, Poland

The concept of Schisolation relates to the experience of mental illness, presented metaphorically as a clash of two hostile organisms whose debilitating mental desire for symbiosis is presented with references to religion, sexuality, and social relations. Illusionary messianism, declining social relations, progressing isolation and autoerotic submission. ... more

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